In a moment of life imitating art, Shia LaBeouf found a higher power while preparing to play a Catholic saint. Find out how he prepped for the role.
But as production for the film began, Wilde said she opted to fire LaBeouf because his creative process "was not conducive to the ethos that I demand in my productions." "He has a process that, in some ways, seems to require a combative energy, and I don’t personally believe that is conducive to the best performances," Wilde explained. But for our film, what we really needed was an energy that was incredibly supportive. "I find myself just really wishing him health and evolution because I believe in restorative justice. "I believe that creating a safe, trusting environment is the best way to get people to do their best work. But there would have been no impetus for me to get in the car and drive up (to the monastery) if I didn't think, 'Oh, I'm gonna save my career.' " "I didn’t want to be an actor anymore, and my life was a complete mess," LaBeouf told Barron. "It was seeing other people who had sinned beyond anything I could even conceptualize also being found in Christ that made me feel like, 'Okay, that gives me hope,' " LaBeouf explained. The actor said his "life was on fire" prior to familiarizing himself with the religion. Ignatius of Loyola — as well as limiting his consumption of food and sex. In December of that same year, LaBeouf’s ex-girlfriend, [Shia LaBeouf](https://www.usatoday.com/story/entertainment/celebrities/2022/06/21/fka-twigs-looks-back-calling-abuse-ex-shia-labeouf/7695095001/) found a [higher power while preparing to play a Catholic saint](https://www.usatoday.com/story/entertainment/celebrities/2022/08/23/andrew-garfield-fasted-food-sex-play-priest-silence/7878865001/).
Shia LaBeouf told Bishop Robert Barron that he converted to Catholicism after studying for his role in "Padre Pio."
“It was seeing other people who have sinned beyond anything I could ever conceptualize also being found in Christ that made me feel like, ‘Oh, that gives me hope,’” he said. She went on to cast Harry Styles, [whom she is now dating](https://pagesix.com/article/harry-styles-and-olivia-wildes-complete-relationship-timeline/?_ga=2.214219988.275837325.1661195967-232908544.1654695867). I was already there, I had nowhere to go. But there would have been no impetus for me to get in my car, drive up [to the monastery] if I didn’t think, ‘Oh, I’m gonna save my career.’” This led him to find comfort through faith and the religious community when he was isolated from the rest of society. “I had a gun on the table. There was nowhere else to go — in every sense,” the “Even Stevens” actor told Barron. [sued by his ex-girlfriend](https://pagesix.com/2020/12/11/fka-twigs-sues-shia-labeouf-over-alleged-abusive-relationship/), FKA Twigs, who accused him of sexual battery, assault and infliction of emotional distress during their [ short relationship.](https://pagesix.com/2018/09/25/shia-labeouf-moves-on-from-mia-goth-with-pop-star-fka-twigs/) She claimed that the “Holes” actor had once choked her in the middle of the night along with other examples of physical and emotional abuse. You don’t know where to go.” [run-ins with the law](https://pagesix.com/article/inside-shia-labeouf-arrests-legal-troubles/) in 2020 that left the controversial actor out of work. This was the last stop on the train. “I didn’t want to be alive anymore when all this happened.
His confrontational energy wouldn't make Florence Pugh feel “safe,” so his part went to Harry Styles.
In her Variety interview, Wilde spoke about how she and Styles take pains not to comment on the relationship publicly. [A Page Six story](https://pagesix.com/2022/07/30/florence-pugh-upset-over-olivia-wilde-harry-styles-affair/) from late July suggested that Pugh was uncomfortable with Wilde and Styles getting together during shooting, before the former had ended her relationship with Jason Sudeikis. He has not appeared in a film released in 2021 or 2022, though he does have a starring role in the upcoming Abel Ferrara feature Padre Pio, and is slated to act opposite Robert DeNiro in the crime drama After Exile. He has a process that, in some ways, seems to require a combative energy, and I don’t personally believe that is conducive to the best performances. Ultimately, my responsibility is to the production and to the cast to protect them. Olivia Wilde’s second feature film, the psychological thriller Don’t Worry Darling, has one of the most impressive casts of 2022, including proven A-listers (Florence Pugh, Chris Pine), a music superstar in his first lead role (Harry Styles), and a supporting cast filled out by great comic performers (Nick Kroll, Kate Berlant) and acclaimed dramatic actors (Gemma Chan, KiKi Layne).
“My world had crumbled,” said Shia LaBeouf of a time in his life not too long ago which involved car crashes, court-ordered rehab, emotional outbursts ...
He has a process that, in some ways, seems to require a combative energy, and I don’t personally believe that is conducive to the best performances.” And another person who was in these meetings was Abel Ferrera.” Shame like I had never experienced before — the kind of shame that you forget how to breathe. The film is [world premiering](https://deadline.com/2022/07/abel-ferrara-shia-labeouf-venice-sidebar-giornate-degli-autori-1235079875/) in competition in Venice via the fest’s parallel sidebar Giornate degli Autori. “His process was not conducive to the ethos that I demand in my productions. That case goes to trial in April.
Shia LaBeouf did an interview with “Bishop Barron Presents” host Bishop Robert Barron and said that his most upcoming acting role in “Padre Pio” him on the ...
I really had a journey here and I was on my way out.” “I had nowhere to go. “It was seeing other people who have sinned beyond anything I could ever conceptualize also being found in Christ that made me feel like, ‘Oh, that gives me hope,’” the actor explained. [LaBeouf denied the accusations ](https://www.today.com/popculture/shia-labeouf-denies-assault-allegations-lawsuit-filed-ex-fka-twigs-t208742)“generally and specifically.” And my life was a complete mess, and I had hurt a lot of people. “When I walked into this, my life was on fire,” LaBeouf explained in the interview.
Shia LaBeouf, who plays the titular Catholic saint in the upcoming film Padre Pio, talks about his relationship with God in an interview released Thursday.
He has a process that, in some ways, seems to require a combative energy, and I don't personally believe that is conducive to the best performances." "I like to be immersive," LaBeouf said. "I would consider myself an immersive actor, but method acting has like a bad smell to it," LaBeouf said. "His process was not conducive to the ethos that I demand in my productions. I don't know if I'm a method guy — and I think some of that stuff is ridiculous," he continued. I like adventure, and that requires full immersion." "I like all immersive experiences, not just acting. "You're seen as one of the best actors in your generation," Barron said, asking LaBeouf if he considered himself a method actor. Shame like I had never experienced before — the kind of shame that you forget how to breathe. But there would have been no impetus for me to get in my car, drive up [to the monastery] if I didn't think, 'Oh, I'm gonna save my career.' " "It was seeing other people who have sinned beyond anything I could ever conceptualize also being found in Christ that made me feel like, 'Oh, that gives me hope,' " LaBeouf said. Following the suit, LaBeouf sought [inpatient treatment](https://people.com/movies/shia-labeouf-caa-parts-ways-acting-hiatus-inpatient-treatment-sexual-battery-lawsuit/) and parted with his agency, CAA, while on a hiatus from acting.
The scandal-ridden 36-year-old, who was raised Jewish, is set to portray Catholic saint Padre Pio — a 20th Century Franciscan Capuchin friar and mystic alleged ...
Ultimately, my responsibility is to the production and to the cast to protect them. “His process was not conducive to the ethos that I demand in my productions,” Wilde But while Catholicism teaches that believers can find redemption for their misdeeds by saying a handful of Hail Marys and attending confession, it’s unlikely LaBeouf’s reputation and [accusations of sexual assault and abuse against at least three women](https://www.rollingstone.com/culture/culture-news/shia-laboeuf-fka-twigs-sia-assault-allegations-what-we-know-1103717/) to arrests for battery and disorderly conduct, “led to serious infliction of pain and damage on other people,” LaBeouf stated he was thrown into a deep depression in recent years — particularly after his ex-girlfriend FKA Twigs filed a lawsuit against him for “relentless abuse.” (That case [will go to trial next spring](https://www.rollingstone.com/music/music-news/fka-twigs-trial-date-shia-labeouf-sex-battery-case-1346308/).) “I didn’t want to be alive anymore when all this happened,” he said of the lawsuit. Drawing me away from worldly desires.” You don’t know where to go.
Content warning: This story discusses abuse and suicide. Shia LaBeouf is getting candid about his spiritual journey. In 90-minute interview with Bishop Robert ...
[FKA twigs](https://www.eonline.com/news/fka_twigs), filed a lawsuit [accusing him of "relentless abuse"](https://www.eonline.com/news/1217844/fka-twigs-accuses-ex-boyfriend-shia-labeouf-of-relentless-abuse-in-lawsuit) and knowingly giving her a sexually transmitted disease. [allegations of abuse made against him](https://www.eonline.com/news/1230983/fka-twigs-reveals-the-massive-wake-up-call-that-led-her-to-leave-controlling-shia-labeouf) in the recent years led to an estrangement with his mother, who he described as "embarrassed beyond all imagination" when the claims surfaced. "I know now my God was using my ego to draw me to Him." Having "no friends in my life" at this point, LaBeouf said he sensed a "deep desire to hold on" when he began reading the gospel. Admitting that he had "hurt a lot of people" in the past, the actor remembered feeling a "deep shame" that made him contemplate suicide. [Word on Fire YouTube series](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hjxKG4mR3U4), the Transformers alum opened up about how a [dark time in his life](https://www.eonline.com/videos/317117/inside-shia-labeoufs-controversial-history) led him to reexamine his faith.
In an email sent to Variety on Friday, Shia LaBeouf denies he was fired from Olivia Wilde's "Don't Worry Darling."
There is a time and a place to deal with such things, and I am trying to navigate a nuanced situation with respect for her and the truth, hence my silence. I hope none of this negatively effects you, and that your film is successful in all the ways you want it to be. And while I fully understand the attractiveness of pushing that story because of the current social landscape, the social currency that brings. And so, it makes it that much harder for me to crawl out of the hole I have dug with my behaviors, to be able to provide for my family. I have included as a reminder the screenshots of our text exchange on that day, and my text to Tobey. But this situation with your film and my “firing” will never have a court date with which to deal with the facts. I have a little girl, Isabel; she is five months old and just beginning to develop the last half of her laugh; it’s AMAZING. “You know, I think this might be a bit of a wake-up call for Miss Flo, and I want to know if you’re open to giving this a shot with me, with us. In the video, Wilde is driving a car and says she is “not ready to give up on this yet.” She also alludes to tension between LaBeouf and Florence Pugh, who stars in the film as Alice, the wife of LaBeouf and Styles’ character Jack. “I feel like I’m not ready to give up on this yet, and I too am heartbroken and I want to figure this out,” she says in the video. He has a process that, in some ways, seems to require a combative energy, and I don’t personally believe that is conducive to the best performances. 25, LaBeouf denied he was fired, instead claiming he “quit the film due to lack of rehearsal time” on Aug.
According to sources, Olivia Wilde fired Shia LaBeouf from her psychological thriller 'Don't worry Darling' because of Florence Pugh.
Who is Olivia Wilde dating now? Fans have both criticized and praised Styles' connection with Wilde now that the two are dating. She added that she believed in restorative justice and needed incredibly supportive energy during the movie's filming. It was her job to protect the cast, and she owed it to them as a producer. She stated in a recently conducted interview that Shia's 'process' of preparation made her make the call. [Don't Worry Darling](/topic/dont-worry-darling)' features Florence Pugh as the lead actor.
Shia LaBeouf is back from the brink of a terribly dark place, and he's crediting his latest project, "Padre Pio" ... saying the role and God pulled him back ...
However, he thinks his studies made him a lot more grateful to be alive, saying ... He says he told the Bishop, "I had a gun on the table. I didn't want to be alive anymore when all this happened." saying the role and God pulled him back to the light. I was outta here. [sued](https://www.tmz.com/2020/12/11/shia-labeouf-sued-fka-twigs-sexual-assault-std-abuse-ex/) by his ex, [FKA Twigs](https://www.tmz.com/people/fka-twigs/), in 2020 for sexual battery, and claims he felt suicidal.
"You and I both know the reasons for my exit," LaBeouf said, claiming that he quit the movie due to inadequate rehearsal time.
And while I fully understand the attractiveness of pushing that story because of the current social landscape, the social currency that brings. I hope none of this negativly effects you, and that your film is succesful in all the ways you want it to be. I have included as a reminder the screenshots of our text exchange on that day, and my text to Tobey. There is a time and a place to deal with such things, and I am trying to navigate a nuanced situation with respect for her and the truth, hence my silence. And so, it makes it that much harder for me to crawl out of the hole I have dug with my behaviors, to be able to provide for my family. Wilde recently told Variety that she is still “such an admirer” of LaBeouf’s work but “his process was not conducive to the ethos that I demand in my productions. She concluded, “I believe that creating a safe, trusting environment is the best way to get people to do their best work. And while I fully understand the attractiveness of pushing that story because of the current social landscape, the social currency that brings, it is not the truth,” LaBeouf stated. “You know, I think this might be a bit of a wake-up call for Miss Flo, and I want to know if you’re open to giving this a shot with me, with us. I hope none of this negatively effects you, and that your film is successful in all the ways you want it to be.” I am a little confused about the narrative that I was fired, however. You and I both know the reasons for my exit.
You and I both know the reasons for my exit," the recent Catholic convert wrote to Wilde after she said she fired him from her film.
Other former partners, including singer Sia, [called](https://jezebel.com/sia-says-pathological-liar-shia-labeouf-conned-her-into-1845877157) out his alleged behavior, as well. Listen to her first song in six years, a duet with Elton John. “I know now that God was using my ego to draw me to Him. LaBeouf then [took a break](https://jezebel.com/alleged-abuser-shia-labeouf-is-taking-a-break-from-acti-1846236113) from acting to focus on his recovery. Variety [reported Friday](https://variety.com/2022/film/news/shia-labeouf-denies-fired-olivia-wilde-dont-worry-darling-1235350529/) that LaBeouf forwarded two e-mails he claims he sent to Wilde, in which he wrote, “You and I both know the reasons for my exit. LaBeouf and Bishop Barron met while the actor was preparing for and filming the upcoming movie Padre Pio and living amongst the Capuchin Franciscan friars, a religious order within the church concentrated on preaching ministry to the poor. “He has a process that, in some ways, seems to require a combative energy, and I don’t personally believe that is conducive to the best performances,” Wilde [told](https://variety.com/2022/film/features/olivia-wilde-harry-styles-sex-scenes-dont-worry-darling-1235347929/) Variety. And while I fully understand the attractiveness of pushing that story because of the current social landscape, the social currency that brings. [alleged sexual assailant](https://jezebel.com/even-before-fka-twigs-came-forward-shia-labeouf-was-al-1845862504) to turn these days? In his most recent e-mail to Wilde, shared with Variety, he ended with: I’m honored you were willing to go there with me, for me to tell a story with you. “I would consider myself an immersive actor, but method acting has like a bad smell to it,” he said.
Shia LaBeouf clapped back at Olivia Wilde's claim she fired him from "Don't Worry Darling" to "protect" Florence Pugh, claiming he "quit" the film.
“I, too, am heartbroken, and I want to figure this out,” she said in the video. “His process was not conducive to the ethos that I demand in my productions,” Wilde explained. “You and I both know the reasons for my exit,” LeBeouf wrote to the filmmaker. “Thanks for letting me in on your thought process,” Wilde purportedly wrote. He asked Wilde to “correct the narrative,” adding, “Firing me never took place, Olivia. Doesn’t feel good to say no to someone, and I respect your honesty.”
Along with a series of texts, LaBeouf shares his side of the story.
And while I fully understand the attractiveness of pushing that story because of the current social landscape, the social currency that brings. I hope none of this negativly effects you, and that your film is succesful in all the ways you want it to be. There is a time and a place to deal with such things, and I am trying to navigate a nuanced situation with respect for her and the truth, hence my silence. And so, it makes it that much harder for me to crawl out of the hole I have dug with my behaviors, to be able to provide for my family. I have included as a reminder the screenshots of our text exchange on that day, and my text to Tobey. But this situation with your film and my “firing” will never have a court date with which to deal with the facts. You and I both know the reasons for my exit. I reached out to you a few months ago to make amends; & I still pray one day, you can find space in your heart to forgive me for the failed collaboration we shared. I have a little girl, Isabel; she is five months old and just beginning to develop the last half of her laugh; it’s AMAZING. “You know, I think this might be a bit of a wake-up call for Miss Flo, and I want to know if you’re open to giving this a shot with me, with us. I am a little confused about the narrative that I was fired, however. In the final text shared, Wilde writes to LaBeouf, “You don’t have to be in my movies but don’t ever doubt me.
The actor also broke his silence about his relationship with pop singer FKA Twigs. peanut-butter-falcon-shia-labeouf Image via Roadside Attractions.
We’ll have to wait for further developments to have a clearer picture of what went down during the early production of the movie. I have a history of hurting the people closest to me. Now, in the e-mail, LaBeouf mentions that he’s been 627 days sober and has now a “moral compass that never existed before." At the time that Twigs filed a lawsuit against the actor, she mentioned constant gaslighting, which the actor denied. After reading the article, however, the former Transformers star wasn’t happy with the allegations and reached out to the news outlet. [deep-dive interview](https://variety.com/2022/film/news/olivia-wilde-harry-styles-sex-scenes-dont-worry-darling-1235347929/) with actor and director Olivia Wilde whose main focus was the freshman filmmaker’s upcoming psychological thriller, [Don’t Worry Darling](https://collider.com/tag/dont-worry-darling/).
“My wife & I have found each other again & are journeying toward a healthy family with love and mutual respect,” he gushed. Goth, 28, gave birth to their baby ...
“I too am heartbroken and I want to figure this out,” Wilde allegedly said in the footage. There was nowhere else to go — in every sense.” “This was the last stop on the train. However, he wrote that Wilde’s allegations “will never have a court date,” adding, “If lies are repeated enough in the public they become truth. [Up Next](https://pagesix.com/2022/08/26/reporter-deletes-kylie-jenner-attitude-video-after-outrage/) [“quit” the project](https://pagesix.com/2022/08/26/shia-labeouf-denies-being-fired-from-dont-worry-darling/) because he “couldn’t find time to rehearse,” requesting that Wilde, 38, “correct the narrative.”
Shia LaBeouf is disputing Olivia Wilde's version of events. The actor, who had originally been cast in Wilde's new film "Don't Worry Darling" before being ...
And so, it makes it that much harder for me to crawl out of the hole I have dug with my behaviors, to be able to provide for my family.” There is a time and a place to deal with such things, and I am trying to navigate a nuanced situation with respect for her and the truth, hence my silence. I write to you now with 627 days of sobriety and a moral compass that never existed before my great humbling that was the last year and a quarter of my life,” he wrote. But this situation with your film and my ‘firing’ will never have a court date with which to deal with the facts. I have a history of hurting the people closest to me. I’m ashamed of that history and am sorry to those I hurt. “You know, I think this might be a bit of a wake-up call for Miss Flo, and I want to know if you’re open to giving this a shot with me, with us. Around the same time, Wilde sent him another text which read, “You don’t have to be in my movies but don’t ever doubt me. If she really commits, if she really puts her mind and heart into it at this point and if you guys can make peace — and I respect your point of view, I respect hers — but if you guys can do it, what do you think? “I feel like I’m not ready to give up on this yet, and I too am heartbroken and I want to figure this out,” she says in the video. You and I both know the reasons for my exit. He has a process that, in some ways, seems to require a combative energy, and I don’t personally believe that is conducive to the best performances.
Following Oliva Wilde's comments about Shia LaBeouf being fired from her film Don't Worry Darling, the actor has claimed that he "quit" the movie.
"He has a process that, in some ways, seems to require a combative energy, and I don't personally believe that is conducive to the best performances." "His process was not conducive to the ethos that I demand in my productions," she said. "I find myself just really wishing him health and evolution because I believe in restorative justice. I hope none of this negatively effects you, and that your film is successful in all the ways you want it to be." "And while I fully understand the attractiveness of pushing that story because of the current social landscape, the social currency that brings. I quit your film because your actors & I couldn't find time to rehearse."
Shia LaBeouf rebuffed Olivia Wilde's claim that she fired him from 'Don't Worry Darling,' saying he quit the production instead.
“There is a time and a place to deal with such things, and I am trying to navigate a nuanced situation with respect for her and the truth, hence my silence. And so, it makes it that much harder for me to crawl out of the hole I have dug with my behaviors, to be able to provide for my family.” But this situation with your film and my ‘firing’ will never have a court date with which to deal with the facts. Variety said it had “learned” that the texts exchanged between LaBeouf and Wilde in Aug. She is set to [take the actor to court](https://www.rollingstone.com/music/music-news/fka-twigs-trial-date-shia-labeouf-sex-battery-case-1346308/) next year. She called his acting process not “conducive to the ethos that I demand in my productions,” adding: “He has a process that, in some ways, seems to require a combative energy, and I don’t personally believe that is conducive to the best performances. In a video message Wilde sent him several days after his departure, she said, “I feel like I’m not ready to give up on this yet, and I too am heartbroken and I want to figure this out.” Wilde also reportedly alluded to some potential tension between LaBeouf and co-star Florence Pugh, saying, “I think this might be a bit of a wake-up call for Miss Flo,” adding, “If she really commits, if she really puts her mind and heart into it at this point and if you guys can make peace — and I respect your point of view, I respect hers — but if you guys can do it, what do you think? LaBeouf has [denied the allegations](https://www.rollingstone.com/music/music-news/shia-labeouf-denies-abuse-allegations-response-fka-twigs-lawsuit-1127219/). The texts also suggested that LaBeouf and Wilde met to discuss his exit on Aug. But based on the material he sent, it appears Wilde still wanted to find a way to keep him in the film. I quit your film because your actors and I couldn’t find time to rehearse.” Ultimately, my responsibility is to the production and to the cast to protect them.
Editor's Note: If you or someone you know is struggling with suicidal thoughts or mental health matters, please call the National Suicide Prevention ...
But there would have been no impetus for me to get in my car, drive up [to the monastery] if I didn't think, 'Oh, I'm gonna save my career,'" he said. "It was seeing other people who have sinned beyond anything I could ever conceptualize also being found in Christ that made me feel like, 'Oh, that gives me hope,' " he said. "I had a gun on the table.
Shia LaBeouf says, contrary to Olivia Wilde's account of firing the actor from her upcoming film 'Don't Worry Darling,' that he quit “due to lack of ...
Sandwiched between that sanctimony, LaBeouf says he is 627 days sober and writes, “I know that you are beginning your press run for DWD and that the news of my firing is attractive clickbait, as I am still persona-non-grata and may remain as such for the rest of my life.” He refers to his ongoing lawsuit, saying, “My failings with Twigs are fundamental and real, but they are not the narrative that has been presented. He has a process that, in some ways, seems to require a combative energy, and I don’t personally believe that is conducive to the best performances. I pray every night that you & your family have health, happiness, & everything God would give me,” and ends, “Every Blessing To You” — both of which seem influenced by LaBoeuf’s newfound There is a time and a place to deal with such things, and I am trying to navigate a nuanced situation with respect for her and the truth, hence my silence.” He adds, plainly (italicized even), “Firing me never took place, Olivia.” August 19, 2020: Wilde sends LaBeouf a video message in which she says she’s “not ready to give up on this yet.” According to Variety, she said, “You know, I think this might be a bit of a wake-up call for Miss Flo, and I want to know if you’re open to giving this a shot with me, with us. Unknown date between August 16 and 20, 2020: Wilde allegedly texts LaBeouf, “You don’t have to be in my movies but don’t ever doubt me. That means something in my house.” It’s beginning to seem like this set was mutually annoying. If she really commits, if she really puts her mind and heart into it at this point and if you guys can make peace — and I respect your point of view, I respect hers — but if you guys can do it, what do you think? In an email to [Variety](https://variety.com/2022/film/news/shia-labeouf-denies-fired-olivia-wilde-dont-worry-darling-1235350529/), LaBeouf said he “quit the film due to lack of rehearsal time.” Contrary to the studio and Wilde’s narrative that LaBeouf was fired before he was replaced with [Harry Styles](https://www.vulture.com/2022/08/harry-styles-tour-love-island-uk-the-bear.html), a source told Variety that it was more of a mutual breakup — due to LaBeouf’s method-acting style being a poor fit for the project. I’m honored you were willing to go there with me, for me to tell a story with you. LaBeouf forwarded text messages, emails, and videos with Wilde to Variety to support his claim. Which is to say that he was probably extremely annoying.
Renowned actor Shia LaBeouf just recently converted to Catholicism after his stay at a monastery with Franciscan Capuchin friars, in preparation for playing ...
Drawing me away from worldly desires. “I know now that God was using my ego to draw me to Him. The celebrity announced his decision during an interview with Bishop Robert Barron on Thursday.
After setting his 'life completely on fire' and being suicidal, Shia LaBeouf became Catholic. But that news was eclipsed amid a rift with Olivia Wilde.
He described himself as “nuclear” at the time and nobody wanted to talk to him — not his manager, his agent or even his mother. He said that his spirituality long “felt fake” and that he previously equated art, love and God as synonyms — and that acting made him feel godlike. He said he was egotistical when he came onboard the film, seeing it as a move to help rehabilitate his career by co-starring with Willem Dafoe. “It was seeing other people who had sinned beyond anything I could even conceptualize also being found in Christ that made me feel like, ‘OK, that gives me hope,’” LaBeouf added. [also recently collided](https://www.latimes.com/entertainment-arts/movies/story/2022-08-23/andrew-garfield-explains-his-love-for-method-acting) when famed Method actor Andrew Garfield recently spoke about his process while playing a Jesuit priest in [Martin Scorsese’s 2016 film “Silence”](https://www.latimes.com/entertainment/movies/la-et-mn-silence-review-20161216-story.html) — and the abstinence it entailed. But there would have been no impetus for me to get in the car and drive up [to the seminary] if I didn’t think, ‘Oh, I’m gonna save my career.’ He instead described himself as “an unintellectual feeler” and an “immersive actor” during a sprawling conversation about acting, spirituality and his conversion with [Bishop Robert Barron](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hjxKG4mR3U4), the former Auxiliary Bishop of Los Angeles and founder of the Word on Fire ministry. He also faced charges of misdemeanor battery and petty theft stemming from an altercation in June 2020.) And while I fully understand the attractiveness of pushing that story because of the current social landscape, the social currency that brings. I hope none of this negatively [affects] you, and that your film is successful in all the ways you want it to be.” “I had a gun on the table. On Thursday, LaBeouf opened up in a separate forum about the changes he underwent after facing several years of public relations crises, including allegations of abuse and sexual misconduct by former partner FKA twigs and other legal woes.
The 'Honey Boy' actor shared a video and text messages with 'Variety' that he allegedly exchanged with Wilde as he was exiting the project.
She spoke to [People](https://people.com/music/fka-twigs-says-miracle-to-survive-shia-labeouf-relationship-elle-magazine/) in February 2021 about the relationship, saying it was “It’s a miracle I came out alive.” People also obtained LaBeouf’s response to the lawsuit, in which he “denies, generally and specifically, each and every allegation contained in [Barnett]’s Complaint.” But he has also admitted to long-running to toxicity, telling [The New York Times](https://www.nytimes.com/2020/12/11/arts/music/fka-twigs-shia-labeouf-abuse.html), in part, “I have been abusive to myself and everyone around me for years. In the video, Wilde reportedly can be seen driving her car while telling LaBeouf that she is “not ready to give up on this yet” and insinuating that LaBeouf’s commitment level to the project might serve as a “wake-up call” for Pugh. “You know, I think this might be a bit of a wake-up call for Miss Flo, and I want to know if you’re open to giving this a shot with me, with us. “I feel like I’m not ready to give up on this yet, and I too am heartbroken and I want to figure this out,” she says in the video. (Vanity Fair has reached out to Wilde’s representative for comment.) Variety also reported that LaBeouf provided a video in his email in which Wilde is seen trying to convince the actor to stay on the project. Ultimately, my responsibility is to the production and to the cast to protect them.